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Hey everybody, this is Brian, back with another episode of Grief to Growth, and today I've got with me Stacy Lynn Cripps.
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I'm really excited about having Stacy here.
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She and I have met a couple of times before and she is a fantastic, gifted individual.
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She's devoted her life to helping others discover the spiritual within and to find solace through connection with those not longer on this plane of existence.
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She is a highly respected evidential medium a spiritual medium or evidential medium, I should say.
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She's a mentor and she's an advisor of the gift of the spirit.
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Now I'll ask you what that means.
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Two years ago I was fortunate enough to have a personal test reading with Stacy for a program that Stacy was applying for, and it was an incredible experience.
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I'll tell you that story later on, how it unfolded over the last couple of years, but it really left a mark on me, the reading I had with her, and I can't wait for her to share her insights with everyone.
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She's been gifted with a divine heavenly connection.
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She brings comfort and healing through heartfelt spiritual communication.
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She's worked with many grieving families through St Jude and helping parents heal, and that illuminates the powerful idea that our loved ones are truly never far away from us and she offers guidance of love through spiritual science and synchronicities.
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She's completed a divinely guided meditation album called Guided Meditations to Awaken the Spirit.
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That's now out on Amazon, apple and iTunes Music.
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We'll talk about that as well.
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In addition to her spiritual work, she's an organizer and trailblazer founder of Chicago's First Grief and Healing Conference through a new conference and organizing the Love Force Breakthrough events, where she set the stage with James Redfield, the number one New York Times bestselling author of the Celestine Prophecy Series.
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She's been extensive media appearances from local radio shows like W G N's Radio, dane Neal W G N's Radio is Dane Neal, I should say and the Bill and Wendy's show.
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She's also connected with some pretty impressive celebrities in the afterlife, such as Prince Whitney Houston, elvis Presley and many more.
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So with that I want to welcome Stacy Lynn Cripps.
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Oh, thank you, Brian.
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So honored to be with you and be on your show.
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Thanks for having me.
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Yeah, I'm really interested in having you here.
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You and I met, as I said, a couple of years ago I think it was April of 2021.
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You didn't know who I was.
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I had heard about you, but I know a lot about you and you gave me an incredible reading that I want to talk about as we get into it.
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Before we get started with that, I was like to ask people how did you get started on your spiritual journey?
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How did you discover your gifts?
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So evidentially I mean evidentially or I had this gift growing up and I was not aware of it when I was born I wasn't supposed to live but a couple hours and they always called me special growing up and gifted.
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Growing up I really didn't understand it.
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I had an all knowingness or an inner knowingness throughout my life about things, about people, and so I just remember I had adults speaking to me when I was younger and asking me questions and things like that.
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My parents would have them meet with me or ask me a question or something which I am recalling now and I really never understood it.
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Until 1995, my best childhood friend, heather, was on her way home from college and she was killed in a car accident.
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And we had grown up my entire life since we were four and eight years old and my grief was a trauma state.
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So I just spoken to her on the phone just probably two weeks before and I just was, you know, in my early twenties and I just experienced trauma.
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I just went numb, I couldn't really process anything.
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And I just remember after her funeral I woke up in the middle of the night and I was crying and I was going to her house in a dream and knocking on the door and she wasn't there and I asked God to help me.
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I said, please help me, I can't really go on.
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It's been that time I believe it probably been six months to a year and I fall back asleep.
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And she came to me in a dream under an oak tree and she just began speaking to me and I could feel her essence and her love.
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I could see her in my dream state and we sat under this oak tree and we talked for multiple nights and she gave me evidence of what happened to her in her car accident that a woman pulled over the car and was holding her before she passed, and so she wasn't alone when she passed.
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She also had a lot of angels around her.
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When she would come to me in my dream state, so I just would wake up in the morning and I just felt complete love.
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And when we were young we used to hang out under this like berry tree for hours and hours in the summertime and just talk.
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So it's very synchronistic.
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And she gave me to me one day walking into a grocery store shortly after the drains and my ear was ringing and I heard her voice and she said call my mom tonight and tell her what I've been telling you about the accident.
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I need you to call her tonight.
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And I could hear her voice loud and clear and I got chills everywhere and I was with my fiance or husband he's my husband now and he said just call her mom, she's coming to you, call her mom.
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And so I called her mom that night and I told her that Heather's been coming to me and she's always with angels.
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She told me that Heather collected angels.
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A year before she passed she had an angel collection.
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He also told me that when I shared that a woman pulled over the car and was holding her before she died, she said I didn't believe them.
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I said who?
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She said the EMTs on the scene shared with me that a woman was with Heather and holding her before she passed.
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And I haven't been able to go on with my life knowing that she was alone, which were never alone.
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And that was my first spiritual experience in 1995.
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And then, after my loved ones began passing my grandmother and my grandfather and my uncle.
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They would come to me on the day of their passing and I would feel them in my dream state and see them and speak to them and receive healing from spirit.
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And it just happened over and over again until 2011.
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And in 2011, I went to a conference in New York to see a lot of spiritual authors and I was in an executive coaching program because I'm an executive coach and spiritual coach, and I was hearing about these authors and I went to see them and we were taken through meditation at the start of the conference to Amazing Grace, with Dr Wayne Dyer on the stage and first time meditating to a guided meditation, and I was opened up to see, feel and hear spirit, my wakeful state, and I heard everyone.
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I saw everyone when I was meditating to Amazing Grace and when I came out of that meditation I saw in hologram form my grandmother and my grandfather and my uncle up on the stage next to this beautiful vase of flowers and my grandmother spoke to me and she said would loving you still and we're guiding you still.
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And I was crying like just sobbing like the whole time.
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And then another speaker, another speaker, came on the stage and we went through another meditation and I met my guardian angel, who was with me in a car accident back in 1997.
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I was in a car accident and I was paralyzed from here down for like eight hours and a man jumped in my car and my husband got out of the car and he was a Filipino man and he said you're okay, breathe, just breathe, you need to breathe.
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He said wiggle your toes, you are not paralyzed, I'm a doctor.
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Well, I thought that.
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I thought that doctor was real.
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I thought it was real and there's a number of accidents that happened on like shore drive in Chicago and this happened.
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We were one of them.
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We were hit from behind and my husband never saw him, but I thought he pulled over the car and got in the car with me as a doctor and told me I wasn't paralyzed.
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Well, when I had this angel meditation next, this man came to me and he said my name is Renee, I am a doctor and we've met.
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And when I came out of the meditation, I was just full of chills and tinkling and the speaker said okay, now ask the person who's sitting right here what their name is.
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And I turned to her and I said what's your name?
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And she said my name is.
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Renee.
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So that I had a spirit awakening.
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That was September 17th in 2011.
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I was having them all day long at this conference was a Hay House conference, and I just was in a state of bliss and wholeness and oneness for about two weeks.
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I came home from New York and there was a rainbow over my home when I pulled in the driveway.
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So the spiritual experiences continued.
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For weeks I had angels with me.
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I heard angel hymns on a regular basis when I was awake and when I was sleeping I was speaking in a way that was not my language.
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When I would answer questions and speak with people, the words thou and shall and things like that were coming out of my mouth.
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My husband was saying do you know what you just said?
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And I said no, what did I say?
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You said I don't know, but you just said thou and shall and forth for thou.
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And I just had these angels with me and I was filled with unconditional love, full of unconditional love.
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And it was next it was.
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I can't even relive what I experienced because it was so phenomenal.
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I was just completely opened to see, feel and hear spirit from that moment forward, not just in my dream state, but now in my wakeful state.
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Okay.
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So you said see, hear and feel.
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So you see spirit as well.
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Yes, yes, I saw spirit objectively for a couple of years.
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That means with my eyes open, and I came to a point where I just asked God to close that because it was too startling for me.
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I'd be in a workshop and there'd be a man at the table across from me and I saw his wife deceased wife and I and she was standing right there and she was looking at me and talking to me and I would just get startled.
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But she wanted me to give him a message from him, and so I did a break, walk over to him and say I just want to share with you that this woman.
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I saw her standing with you.
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She had on a denim skirt and a white shirt and she made me feel like she was your wife and the messages she wants you to get back to your music.
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And he was, you know, crying and shaking open up his wallet, showed me her and the exact same outfit and said I'm a country music singer and my wife passed away a few years ago of, I think, ovarian cancer, and I haven't gotten back to my music since then, and so that was very powerful message for him.
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But after that it was happening so often that I just said, okay, only when I'm, only when I'm working.
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It's too much, it's a lot of energy and it's I mean yeah, I mean I'd be getting my nails done and it would be happening around me.
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And so now I just see spirit in my inner vision when I give spiritual readings.
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But I see feeling here.
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I can also smile things or taste things.
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They also come very close and give me physical sensations in my body as to what happened to them, that they passed.
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So it's very, very evidential.
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But when God opened me up, it was very much to get on this path and I held back a couple years.
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I held back about three years.
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I only did it privately, through word of mouth, because I had a recruiting business.
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I was a recruiter for 18 years and I had an executive coaching business and things were booming in my business and I kept feeling what are people going to think?
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What are people?
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What's happening?
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I really found out about what this was.
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The spiritual gift that it was was about 10 months later.
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I really didn't realize that I was having a spiritual awakening.
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I thought it was just my loved ones coming to heal my heart, which is what it is as well, heal my grief.
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But I really didn't realize until I met a man by the name of James Von Bragg who told me that I was a medium and I didn't even know what medium meant or medium was at the time and I just said, no, I'm not, I'm a coach.
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So I went through.
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It's amazing when you experience things like this, the teachers show up right away to help guide you and to help teach you.
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I had a number of spiritual guides show up during my spiritual awakening in my meditations because, after I experienced my grandmother and grandfather and my uncle, I was meditating every single day and all my loved ones were coming to me and I was crying and healing, and healing just on a daily basis.
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It was incredible and I was receiving quite a bit of evidence too.
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Spirit was developing me.
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So my friend Heather and my grandparents they were all developing me on a daily basis and I would share things with my family and they'd say how do you know that?
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I said, well, grandma told me, so I would just.
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I mean they would tell me things that I wouldn't have known.
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I mean growing, and so that's how it worked.
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I was in meditation.
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I've been meditating for 11 years now, going on 12 years, and Spirit would take me through journeys in my meditations where I'd be on a beach, or I'd be on the top of a mountain, or I'd be under this oak tree, or, and so I started to journey in meditation, which?
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I'm curious because I've seen, looking at your website and talking to you a little bit, you use language that makes me wonder about your religious background.
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You talk about spirit, you talk about God, so tell me more about, about your religious.
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So I am Christian and Catholic.
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So I grew up Christian in the Bible Belt in Wheaton Illinois and I met Billy Graham and I I grew up going to private Christian schools and so God was always a forefront in my life in Jesus, and so I always knew my entire life that God was there and I had a strong faith and I had a very chaotic childhood.
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So my father was not in his truth and he was just not honest and he did take money from people.
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He was a bit of a con man and he was wanted by the FBI by the time I was 16, 17 years old.
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So I grew up in that type of environment where I knew from a very young age that my father was not not living his truth, not in his truth, and so I was always kind of tuning in because he was unpredictable in a way and so and here we are going to Christian schools and private schools and my faith is very strong, but I'm definitely in an environment growing up that is not resembling resembling that faith that makes any sense.
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It was very much like a dual type, not measuring up, but when I was going to school I could feel.
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I could feel that I was protected my entire life, so my father was abusive and I just knew I was protected on some level.
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But as I grew up, I we had to recite Bible verses in front of the class every week, and so I was very familiar with that too.
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And then, before I married my husband, I became Catholic.
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My grandparents also became Catholic later in life, and I would go to this charismatic church in Michigan with my grandparents when I was like a tween, like a teeny bopper young, and I saw hands of healing there.
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I saw hands of healing and it was just, it just felt very spiritual very healing when I was there.
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So after I had my awakening, I needed to understand this biblically.
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So I was guided to go under spiritual direction.
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So a spiritual director I had for about a year who helped me understand that I was having spiritual experiences and I was experiencing spiritual gifts.
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And that's how it, how I understood it, that I've been given a spiritual gift and understanding that spirit is our birthright.
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We're spirit in the body first and foremost.
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That's biblical and we all have this connection.
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We all have it.
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We're all mediums and channels and instruments of that presence within us, and so we all have this gift and meditation is very much, and some of us are just really developed, more so than others because of how we grew up, because of always tuning in, which is what I was doing my entire life, or just having these spiritual awakenings.
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You know I signed up for this.
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Evidentially I was brought here to be a spiritual teacher and spiritual medium and mentor.
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Little did I know because I knew nothing about this.
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So the spiritual director you mentioned was that in the Catholic church.
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Yes, so it was through San Francisco Ministries here in the Chicago area and I would just meet with her weekly.
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I was having so many spiritual experiences around that time, synchronicities and signs, everything was just coming in on a daily basis and so, sharing all of this, and then when the families came from St Jude Hospital, I was still very much in the closet, if you will, for a couple years when I read for the first child in spirit around the day of her passing.
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It was a friend of mine's neighbor in another town and this little girl came through for an hour and eight minutes and blew everyone away.
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She was incredibly.
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I'd chill all over.
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She was incredibly evidential.
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She mentioned her grand, I mean her grandpa's name.
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She brought through a name of a little girl who was with her from St Jude who passed three days before.
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She mentioned her name, maya.
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She was just coming in with so much evidence and that reading that I gave back in 2000, I think 13, changed my life.
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Yeah, she was eight years old when she passed and my son was eight years old at the time and it just I cried for days.
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I mean, she was around me, she set up, she orchestrated her family calling me, it wasn't a schedule of reading, they just called me at night and she was around me the entire day, this little girl in spirit.
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My phone wasn't working all day long and because she was so close, I did see her.
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With my eyes open, the corner of my eye, I saw her.
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She said that you're going to talk to my mom tonight and you're going to talk to my family tonight.
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I was like okay, and then they called me that night.
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So that changed my life and that's when I said okay, all right.
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So I'm curious, because I'm really glad that you were encouraged by the church, because, frankly, that's a little bit surprising.
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Yes, I've known several mediums that they call themselves Christian and I get a lot of pushback from the church a lot of times and from people that claim to represent the church.
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So have you experienced that?
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I haven't.
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So I met with.
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I met with our priest at the time back in 2012 or 13.
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And I said this is happening to me and it was right after her reading this little girl's reading.
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And he said you're experiencing holy experiences.
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Awesome.
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And he said that you're being called to be in these gifts, and that's when he recommended that I have a spiritual guide or director through the Catholic ministries to explain this to me, to help me understand this.
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I needed to understand this biblically just because of my upbringing, sure and reading the Gospels, I mean the Gospel of John.
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Anybody just needs to read the Gospel of John to understand that we are given, we are spirit, and we have this connection for healing and for love, and so we have light, we have spirit.
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It's called so many things, so many things, but we are this first and foremost, and so that's what I'm here to really teach help people understand that this is biblical and it is accepted in the church, and it's all about the language.
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It's all about the language.
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So there is, there's a Bible verse in Deuteronomy that talks about gypsies and mediums that do not follow God.
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Well, that is not.
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That is very general, and a medium is also called the channel, a prophet.
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I do receive divine intelligence, I do have divine spiritual guides, and so it is.
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It is a spiritual gift, it's the gift of healing.
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I completely agree with you.
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I think it is about the language you know and people will use they'll.
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I was talking with a San Francisco priest I believe he is but he actually escorts people in the other life that get kind of stuck in between and helps move them along.
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Oh yes.
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And we were talking about this stuff and I was like well, basically, you know, you're a medium.
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And he said, well, no, we can't use that word.
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I don't want to get in trouble because I still want to remain a priest, and so I, but it's.
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It's also important, and I'm glad that you're doing this, because for some of us I grew up in the church as well, and a lot of people that are the group of the church they're just not ready to throw everything out, and so when someone in church tells me you have to choose this or this, it's nice to know that what we're experiencing is biblical, that it doesn't go against what the Bible says.
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Yes, I mean, these are the gifts of the spirit.
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This is, these are spiritual gifts and you know, I really believe God raises the veil.
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God raised the veil for me.
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I mean that day so I could see my grandparents and my uncle right there and hear from my grandmother, who was very close to growing up and stayed with them many, many, many summers.
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So I needed that healing and I really feel that we are put on this path at some point to experience the God within Really.
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This is spirit flowing through us.
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Spirit flows through me in spiritual readings and they're orchestrating this.
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They are doing this.
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They are doing it.
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I mean, I say to everyone that spirit orchestrates the time of your reading.
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They orchestrate them binding me, they orchestrate who's coming through and what they're bringing.
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So a lot of people feel that, oh, it's coming from you.
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No, it's not coming from me, it's coming from spirit.
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I'm just open to see, feel and hear.
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But everything that they're bringing they are bringing to touch your heart, to awaken you A spiritual opens you up more to feel their love and receive them.
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Sometimes it awakens them completely to actually have this themselves, which I wish for everyone.
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So I mean, I do feel that there's so many books that are written about awakening consciousness, christ consciousness, right the gifts of the spirit.
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I mean the indwelling, which is what it is Really.
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So when we awaken to our spirit within, we can receive.
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And when I had my awakening, I kept seeing my three-year-old self in my mind's eye.
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When I experienced that in 2011, I kept seeing her.
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She'd appear in my dreams, she'd come to me.
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So I started feeling my true self.
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At three years old, I started feeling my or higher self or come back to me, and I have a meditation on my album about that, about your inner child and connecting with your inner child, which is who you truly are.
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And so that also happened in my spiritual awakening and it healed me too.
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So, after all this pain and grief in my life, I returned to who I truly am throughout that spiritual awakening time and I felt myself more gentle, lighter, less anxious I had.
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I will say that the divine gives you energy, gives you healing energy, and I have experienced this in my work, where I may not feel well or I have laryngitis and I'm about to do a live event, and I go up there and I open up to spirit within my heart and the laryngitis disappears and then, when I'm done with the event and I start grounding, the laryngitis comes back.
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It is amazing how we can receive what we need on this journey and it doesn't matter what we're really experiencing.
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I've done events where I mean my dog just passed away and so I'm just filled with grief and I've been sad for three days crying, and then I go into spirit and all that's gone.
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As I'm reading so I know that we can receive beautiful, healing, divine presence, energy for what's on our spiritual journey.
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I know that you've read for quite a few parents because you're associated with the Holy Parents, heal and St Jude's, and what's what's that been?
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What's it like to connect with a child?
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For a parent, what does that feel like for you?
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Well, I love children, so I just I've always had a beautiful connection to children my entire life, so just helping with my nieces and nephews and things like that growing up.
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So for me I want them, the children in spirit, to come as close as they can to bring this healing and this love.
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So I feel I may open up a little deeper than usual and with that they really knock it out of the park for their families and let them know that they're very alive in spirit and they're very much with them and loving and guiding them on a daily basis.
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So I just feel like attracts, like so I learned this a while ago Every spiritual medium is very unique and it's because they are who they are.
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They're just uniquely threaded.
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I mean for me, I mean I love children, I love being around them, I love, I love my, my nieces, and I mean I was so and so I just I love being around them, and so even even babies I mean.
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So I'm just that, I'm just that person, and so I feel that that also is part of it, because there's such a comfort level there with that connection.
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It's very aligned.