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Hey everybody, this is Brian.
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Welcome to another episode of Grief to Growth.
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If you're new to the show, let me tell you a little bit about why we're here.
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This is a place where we dig deep into the issues that life throws at us, especially when it comes to grieving and healing.
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Whether you face the loss of a loved one, whether you've battled illness or you've navigated life's unpredictable twists and turns, we aim to be a safe space for you.
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I'm dedicated to helping you understand that your relationship with your departed loved ones can continue.
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The death is not goodbye, and let me assure you it's not just about religious dogma.
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It's about opening up to a worldview that's grounded in reason and in evidence.
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It's about soulful conversations that touch on the nature of life, death and everything in between.
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So, speaking of soulful conversations, today's guest is someone who's standing in the abyss of mortality and emerged with some transformative insights.
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Her name is Kim Savetta, and she's not just a survivor, but she's a beacon of light showing us the way through life's darkest moments.
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Kim survived an operable cancer, and that brush with death didn't just challenge her physically, but elevated her psychic medium abilities and expanded her understanding of existence itself.
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She had a shift in consciousness during a self healing regime and she was spiritually transported to heaven, reaffirming the message that the realm beyond is as real as the one we're living in right now.
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So let's just say that Kim wears many hats she's an author, she's a speaker, she's a singer, she's a clairvoyant, an evidential medium.
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She's a Christian clairvoyant with the gifts of spiritual discernment.
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She's also a certified angel intuitive.
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She's an ordained minister and a wedding officiant.
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On top of all that, she's been the CEO of her own entertainment company, energy music and productions for 25 years, and she's been a wife of 30 years, and she's a mom of two.
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When it comes to her clients, kim offers a holistic approach.
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She offers aimed sessions that focus on grief, grief healing and spiritual guidance.
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This is done through evidential mediumship, through guided meditation and prayer, and she doesn't stop there.
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She also specializes in rescue, trauma retrievals, life coaching and sound healing customized to her client specific needs.
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So, as you can see, we're in for a really enlightening and interesting conversation today with Kim.
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Yes, thank you, Brian, for having me on the show.
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I love it.
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I'm really glad to have you here.
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We were just talking before we started recording.
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It's been a while.
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We've known each other through Facebook for a while now and through various reasons we haven't been able to work out the interview.
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But it's time, so we're doing it now.
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We're doing it now I want to make sure I pronounced your last name correctly.
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Is it Savannah?
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You did, you did.
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I should have asked you before we started recording.
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It's Italian, so you did well.
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Yeah.
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So I want to ask you you had this experience where you said you were transported to heaven.
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Now, would you call this an NDE?
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Was it an OBE?
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What was that experience like and what was the circumstances around that?
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As I have been researching on what happened to me.
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My term is an open vision which you know, if I could go into that inoperable cancer, I was told I was sent home with no options.
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There were no answers for me, at least with that doctor.
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And I came home and just I was at the bottom.
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So I was in a place of surrender.
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I was doing, you know, wheatgrass and fasting and I was very clean.
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I was really into the green world and just trying to heal cancer that way.
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And I was put on a medicine that was supposed to shrink it and then I would be able to have surgery.
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I went to the surgeon and it was not small enough.
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It was involved in tumors and all kinds, you know, like arteries and all that.
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So I couldn't do that, that surgery.
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It wasn't an option and that medicine was one that if you didn't get it out you were going to die from the medicine.
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So I was there and I have two young children.
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So I came up to my you know walk-in closet just to cry, because I didn't want to hear them.
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I didn't want them to hear me crying, and I laid down and I was just sobbing and praying and asking God for help.
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And that's when, you know, the walk-in closet disappeared.
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So all of the molecules of the closet disappeared and I awoke.
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So I awoke, I was transported in a shift of consciousness to heaven and there was this I was laying, still in the same position, laying down on this.
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What I want to say is this intelligent mist, you know, some would say, well, was it a cloud?
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It wasn't a cloud, it was intelligent, it was an extension of Jesus.
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And so what is odd about this is that I was not brought up on any religion.
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My parents, in the 70s, they followed Guru Maharaj, you know, like they wouldn't.
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They were so burnt out on the dogma of religion that I never had any kind of foundation for that.
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So to have these open visions with Jesus was almost like miraculous, because I had nothing it's not like I, you know, evangelist Christian brought up and that I could pull on things like that from my imagination.
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This was something I had never.
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I didn't, just didn't know about.
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And so when I was there, it was like every molecule that was not a molecule, the air that was not air there's no way to describe it was an extension of his love, this unconditional love that I mean just I can't describe.
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You know, like I used to make fun of bumper stickers on a card that would say Jesus loves you, you know?
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And I'd be like, well, that's so merchandise.
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To end like, what does that mean?
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And I knew, I knew immediately when I was there that this was his kingdom.
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And I don't mean like earthly kingdom, power and riches, I just mean, there's no other, there's no other word for it.
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It was his, just everything there I saw, on the horizon.
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I was, I was like situated on the southwest corner of this, this white, intelligent mist.
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There were invisible lines there that I could not see with my heavenly eyes or physical eyes.
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But I knew, because I heard his voice inside of my heart and inside of my consciousness say do not cross, do not cross, don't get up and walk around, don't cross these lines, you're to stay there, kind of thing.
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And when I was there, I immediately began to just sob tears of joy because there was this sound Okay so, not an earthly sound, but it was a just like I felt the presence of trillions of angels.
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And this sound that was not.
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You know, I've been asked was it Ohm?
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But it wasn't Ohm.
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And I know about all that.
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I was brought up on quantum physics.
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I look, you know, I looked into Buddhism, hinduism, you know, judaism, all of it.
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And this was not that, it was the sound, that was not actual physical voices, but you could say it was like a constant sound of praise of the Creator and there's just no other way.
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I those those words, that verbiage might sound to Christian for some, but it's the only way that I can describe what happened.
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And this sound was just a sound of eternity and there was his love embedded in it, his consciousness embedded in it, and it was like this unconditional love.
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You know I had asked, I had prayed.
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You know I said Okay, god, if you're going to take me, I'm, you know there's.
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I've done it all, I've gone to every doctor, I've done the green thing, I've done what I can do.
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And so if this is my exit point, then I surrender.
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And I was in such a state of surrender facing my mortality, that I think that I was just lifted into that place.
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But I was alive.
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So some people, you know, they put me on their talk shows because they say it's a near death experience.
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But I was not dead, but I was in the presence of God and in that heavenly realm I was not right next to him, I was only allowed on the outskirts is what I feel.
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You know, like those lines separated me from crossing into that realm, because I was not dead, and the feeling, you know, I had prayed prior to that just saying I surrender but if I can ask, as a mother, to live for my children and I'm sorry every time I cry because I was just there, was nowhere else to go, and so he showed me that I wasn't, it wasn't my time.
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You know that I wasn't supposed to cross, but there was this download, this instantaneous download, of this unconditional love that I cannot describe.
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It's everything we are searching for, everything.
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We look for it here, we look for it in our parents, we look for it in our children, we look for it in our spouse, we look for it in friends, and we are disappointed and we come up empty because it we remember, I think, on some level, that we come from this field of unconditional love that extends from him.
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And I, you know I've been asked.
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Well, you know there's other, there's other, like you know, advanced souls that wear white robes.
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You know there's no doubt, there's no doubt that this was not.
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You know that this could have been somebody else.
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I knew it in every fiber of my being.
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I knew it in every molecule, down to my DNA.
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It was just known, and that love was such that I never wanted to be anywhere else, ever.
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And I want to express this message to people that have lost their children that when you're in this realm, you know there's a love there that you never want to be anywhere else.
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You just don't.
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And it's hard for us to understand because it doesn't translate in earthly words, it can't.
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There's just.
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You know I've written it in my book as best as I can, these chapters on these open visions that I've had.
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And prior to this interview, this session, I prayed and I meditated and I just gave it up to God.
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I was like you know, help me not to use my own words, but to use your words for comfort and for your knowledge.
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And so for me, that's the Holy Spirit that I connect with.
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I've always had psychic medium capabilities, but I've never seen a guide.
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I've never seen.
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I've only seen Jesus, archangel Michael, and I have never seen the Holy Mother, mother Mary.
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I've only heard her voice.
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So that is basically.
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I'm not sure why it's all almost biblical when I was brought up the opposite, unless it's just that we're supposed to explore things that we have not been taught, you know.
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So it's almost like this opposite thing.
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But when I was praying and meditating, I saw two angels that I've never seen before and I was told that they are the seraphim.
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Okay, I had to Google it before we jumped on because I didn't know what that was.
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A lot of this stuff.
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I just don't know what it is until I research it.
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And the seraphim?
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What's interesting is, I was told, as you're describing the sound that I heard in heaven, which I didn't before this day, I have not really been able to adequately describe it and these two seraphim angels, they're very tall, they appeared and they are the ones, as I Googled it, that uphold that sound.
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They constantly emit that praising emanation, that sound, because they are very close to the creator, and I was.
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I then saw you sitting with your shoulders, like by your podcast or your interviews, and I was told to tell you that they stand behind you and they, they are part of your work for the loss of children and they oversee your words.
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You're very incredibly powerful when you write.
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You know, when you write, they're there and they're behind you, behind your shoulders.
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I saw it like.
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I saw them and they want you to know that they're with you and they emit this sound and this level of comfort to the parents that how do you survive a child, how do you turn that into growth, how do you go on?
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And I think it takes this kind of spiritual support, this kind of heavenly support, and they are assigned to you is what I was told and this has never happened.
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You can look at all of my interviews.
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This has never happened before where I've seen the seraphim.
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I've just never been privileged to see something like that.
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So if you don't know about them, maybe you, like I, did look into that and just acknowledge their presence and pay attention to frequencies and vibrations of music.
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You can possibly listen to music that is aligned with that frequency and that vibration.
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When you write, when you do these interviews, when you do podcasts or whatever, like you could take a short time where you meditate and do that.
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But I didn't mean to make this about that, but it was so powerful that I was like oh, my gosh.
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Well, I feel very honored, first of all, and thank you for sharing that and really good timing.
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Better than you know, so I appreciate that very much.
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In terms of your experience.
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We talked about the kind of Christian aspect, that which is really interesting, because a lot of times people who don't believe in Jesus necessarily will see Jesus and people will see figures that they don't expect to see.
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But I have a Christian background and I was just talking with someone just before we got on and I moderated a group near-death experiences, life after life experiences, and a lot of Christians that come in the group give Christianity a really bad name.
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And so.
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I think we do tend to shy away from that.
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Some of us that are in the spiritual aspect of things, and Christians, will shut down certain things.
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So, like you being a medium, I know that people will tell you, kim, you can't be a medium and be a Christian Right.
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This is poignant because I was going to after I saw I had these open visions.
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I would want some kind of belonging.
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I feel like I should be able to go to an evangelistic church, right, and I went to one and I became a member and there was this point where I heard the voice of God say there is somebody that you can talk to at this church about this.
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And there was, but words started spreading.
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I got to the pastor.
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The pastor said can't touch that, can't touch you, can't touch that.
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And I was.
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It was a blow.
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It was a blow to my heart.
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I grew up with parents that are very burnt out, my husband very burnt out on Catholicism.
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You know that's the way, and I don't mean to bring up any religions.
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I support them all if that's the way that you receive God.
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But there's a lot of people that have been hurt, really hurt, and so for a while there I kind of like, for like weeks I was just like okay, I don't belong anywhere, I don't know what I'm doing.
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And then you know it's like, really, what is happening to me is that I know that I have this biblical gift of being a seer and I have access to the prophetic.
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So now what's happening is I'm actually getting prophetic global messages.
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So that's my next step to go.
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But it's like, who is my audience?
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You know, the evangelistic Christians are like, hey, you know, you've got to use this particular verbiage.
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And then new age groups have been so turned off by Jesus that I'm almost afraid to bring up Jesus.
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But what I want to say to you is I heard this once in unity church, which is kind of like a vast.
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You know, they just covered all.
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It's not really like non-denominational yeah non-denominational.
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And.
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I remember the reverend or the speaker, the minister said okay, today we're gonna talk about Jesus and don't throw out the baby with the bathwater.
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And so it's important for me to tell you that.
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Take it from me.
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I was not a Christian and I saw a love and that Jesus does love you and you don't have to walk that rigid path and you know you don't have to follow that in order to seek him and to receive his forgiveness, his love.
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You know there's so much there that we need to.
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Not, this is the time to not walk away from that.
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Don't let the world and people and humans and people that are in a place of you know that church I was going to that said we can't take you.
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They're huge, okay, they're nationwide and they there's politics involved, there's money involved, and so that can be a big part of it.
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And take it from me if you go inside and you meditate and you, you know, just ask in the state of a child, in the state of surrender, just ask for help, ask for direction and don't just and this is one thing I have found is that affirming and praying in full faith that it's already happened.
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So, like I think of the, I am okay.
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I don't know why.
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No one I know is like okay, when Moses went to the top of the mountain and he's on Mount Sinai and he sees this, or I think it was Mount Sinai, but anyways, there was this burning bush that could not be consumed, and he said what shall I tell my people what your name is?
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And the response was I am that I am.
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So I perceive that okay.
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Wow, god didn't answer with a name, he answered with a present state of being and he answered in a way that said I am that I am.
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So I am that that I think of, I am that that I talk about, I am that that I immerse myself in, so where, if we're immersing ourself in the world, that's what you're gonna get.
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And so that whole verse about praying in full faith is almost like I am waking up and able to take a baby step and get dressed and take a shower.
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As I'm going through grief, I am able to find the right sources to heal.
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I am doing in baby steps.
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Don't make these vast things that your mind can't believe, but when you pray in full faith, the universe, the creator, God, they are going to manifest that field, that matrix that is of God to me, is going to manifest what you are affirming.
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So if you're affirming like I hope one day, I okay.
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So that's what's going to manifest.
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You're constantly hoping for that one day, rather than I am already, you know, attaining that state of being and attach an emotion to it.
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What would you feel like if you had that attained, that goal or that present state of being or that emotional state?
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What would you feel like?
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Would you feel peace, would you feel comfort?
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Would you feel ecstatic and write it down I am ecstatic about this and that's what I think the name of God is.
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I don't know why.
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You know I am.
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You know, and in the Bible, jesus I am.
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There's a lot of I ams in there and so there's a lot of power in that statement and it's taken me.
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You know, I somehow, before the book secret came out, when I was very young, when I was 15, I knew about that.
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I don't know how I knew about it, but I did.
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And so I would like make you know dream books and like cut out pictures of our house and we live in that house.
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It was already built.
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It was many years later.
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But, I don't know if that's you know.
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I don't want to say like, yes, you're going to manifest everything because it is divine timing, in that A lot of people get disappointed and then they lose their faith because it's not happening in the timing that it needs to happen.
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And sometimes there's some growth that needs to happen from pain, and I know that one.
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I went through eight years.
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I interrupt you for just a second because I want to set the timeline.
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When did this happen?
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Your spiritual event, your transportation to heaven?
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How long ago was this?
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I had one open vision with Jesus in my early 20s and then I had this in the very later part of my eight-year experience, with cancer reoccurring.
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And all that, and that would be four years ago.
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Oh, okay.
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But, you did have an open vision, you said with Jesus in your early 20s before this one I did.
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I was totally flippant about Christianity.
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I just didn't.
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I fought it and I don't even know that I can say, you know, I've been on some touch shows and they're like, well, you're religious.
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But just because I'm talking about Jesus does not mean and some verses in the Bible that end up, you know translating, I mean it's funny.
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I have a page called 333, repeated Numbers the Language of the Angels, right, and when I look up so like I was inundated with 333, 333, 333, 333.
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And as I looked into it, you know the angel number meeting, the numerology, meeting Jamatria, which is the mysterious number that's assigned to our language, our first language, where the creator handed this mysterious number that is assigned to every letter.
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Okay, and there's like this, some kind of like skip code in the Bible.
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You know that it's really fascinating If you look into all of it.
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But when I look at all those meanings and then sometimes I'll just look up a Bible verse like 333.
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Okay, jeremiah, 333, you know, call to me and I will tell you things that are unsearchable, unknowable.
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And I was inundated with that and that's when I started having visions with Jesus.
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So it's just, I can't tell you why it.
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You know, god comes to me like that.
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I wasn't looking for it, I didn't take classes, you know, it just came upon me.
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I, you know.
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Going back to what you were saying earlier, why this and why?
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You know why me?
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Because your background.
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I think the God's calling all people to use Christian terms.