Have you ever felt like life cracked you open—and nothing was ever the same again? 💔✨ In this powerful episode of Grief 2 Growth, host Brian Smith sits down with Allura Halliwell, a consciousness mentor and transformational guide whose life was turned upside down by a spontaneous, unexplainable out-of-body experience.
One day, she was a stay-at-home mom of three—exhausted, stressed, and trying to hold everything together. The next, she was merging with the light of Source itself on a beach in Australia 🌊🌌. This wasn’t a near-death experience. It was a spiritual rebirth… one that would take seven years to fully integrate.
🎙️ In this deeply moving and transformative conversation, you’ll hear:
💫 What it’s like to have a spontaneous awakening (without warning)
🔥 How trauma, disconnection, and burnout laid the groundwork for her spiritual experience
🌀 The emotional aftermath and why integration is often harder than the awakening itself
❤️🩹 How unresolved pain and nervous system trauma keep us stuck, no matter how “spiritual” we become
🌳 Why pain is not the enemy—it’s the portal
📖 A sneak peek at her upcoming book Unloved, Unworthy, Unknown
🧠 How to stop chasing healing through endless therapy and start becoming emotionally sovereign
Whether you’ve experienced grief, an awakening, or are simply stuck in a life that no longer fits—you’ll find solace, tools, and real-world guidance here.
🔗 Follow Allura Halliwell:
Instagram: @allurahalliwell
Facebook: Allura Halliwell
Website: allurahalliwell.com
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00:00 🌱 Introduction: from buried to planted—welcome to Grief 2 Growth
01:07 🌟 Meet Allura Halliwell: spontaneous awakening and life transformation
03:08 ❓ What led to the experience? Stress, disconnection, survival mode
04:59 🏖️ The beach meditation: out-of-body awakening begins
06:45 💡 Into the Light, the Void, and unconditional love
09:25 ⚖️ NDE vs OBE: the stages of death without trauma
11:55 🔥 Aftermath: energy vision, Kundalini, and the challenge of integration
17:46 👨👩👧👦 Family and relationships: reorienting love, marriage, and motherhood
23:51 🕊️ Seven years of integration: healing, grief, and new consciousness
29:01 🧩 Core wounds: unloved, unworthy, unknown
32:34 🛠️ The Consciousness Method: healing from the inside out
35:52 👑 Emotional sovereignty: reclaiming inner safety and freedom
39:11 💞 Relationship Rewire: transforming bonds through self-love
48:48 🌿 Sensitive souls and diagnoses: surviving a noisy world
50:59 🔥 The Pain Portal: why feeling pain is the key to freedom
55:55 ⚰️ Dying to self: ego death and spiritual rebirth
60:08 🧭 First step today: feel your body safely for 5 minutes
61:09 🔗 Work with Allura: podcast, socials, and upcoming book
🧠 Healing doesn’t mean becoming someone new—it means remembering who you truly are.
👇 Leave a comment: What part of Allura’s story hit you the hardest?
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